hmm. im sad. im sad because i cant draw good lately. im sad because even if i could draw good, i wouldn't have anything to draw on because i don't have any money to buy stuff to draw on and my printer's out of paper. im sad because i cant see my friends as often as i would like. im sad because i see amazing artists that can do amazing things that i cant, but that i try really hard to do.im sad that when i try to make things work, other people don't pull their weight and it doesn't end up happening. im sad that i know next year most of my friends wont be in the same school as me, and ill be stuck with all the evil little crap heads that are mean. im sad that next year i might not be able to play my double bass because it didn't get worked into my schedule. im sad that i might partly forget how to read my music because i cant play my bass and ill have to start all over again. im sad that probably nobody will read this... but its not like i havnt dug myself into a hole of sadness anyways. so just delete it, because i know you will.